Four months review

Well, it has been almost 4 months since I left my home in Germany and stepped out of my comfort zone to start the biggest adventure of my young life. 

When I started my new life I kind of changed it completely... From an only child to 3 siblings, up to living in the country instead of the city. 
Even though it was kind of weird sometimes I think I adjusted pretty good.

I mean I can't even nearly describe how I feel right now. It's been so overwhelming and exciting the last few months. 

I don't want to talk about everything I experienced so far.... I sure will, at the end of my American dream from which I actually never ever want to wake up from. 
I more likely want to talk about how much it influenced and changed me already....

From being a rather quiet person in Germany, I was kind of afraid to start completely new... New friends, new country, new language... 
At the point where I decided for myself to step out of my comfort zone I started living... I know, this wouldn't have happened if I would still be in my 'safe environment'.

What I had to learn from the beginning is that you have to trust in other people. I mean you basically move in with complete strangers and kind of expect them to give you a place to sleep, food and make you feel comfortable... 
Even if this sounds weird but you will notice how your host parents become like your second parents and random people at school become your best friends.
You will have inside jokes, get involved and at some point you start feeling like a family member. 

Seriously there is no better feeling in the world than getting hugged by a two year old before he is going to bed... Not because he has to tell you good night but because he wants to!

I finally realized that the only thing that matters is happiness. Nobody needs tons of money or a well trained body or whatever kind of status symbol, when you are not happy. 

And I can proudly say: I am happy! (@Claire: maybe not at six in the morning when the little ones are banging on my door... ;D)

So you could basically say that my first four months taught me how to be comfortable with myself and with others. 
It taught me that I can be successful on my own. As an individual, independent person. 
I now know that I can reach everything as long as I really want it and I'm willing to fight for it. 

I'm sorry this is kind of a cheesy post but before I close it I'd like to become a little bit poetic...
So just think about that: 

'We cannot become what we want by remaining what we are.'

XOXO

Alina